Today is one of those lazy days that I am in. I don’t feel lazy but there is just something wrong with me. Because I am going to see sunrise today, I slept early yesterday night and Jake woke me up. As I was on the bus with him, I felt there is something wrong with me. My head was heavy, I felt tired, having headache which slowly became migraine. (It is horrible), no appetite to eat good food but only chewing WheatBix at this moment. My body feels cold. I don’t want to wear a jacket because I am doing my assignment and etc, feel that my brain is not synchronizing with my body, As we were walking towards the cliff. I really felt funny but I pressed on. When we reached to highest point, the pain was unbearable. I did not want to tell Jake to go home for we just reach and besides when he woke me up, he said it is okay if I want to continue sleeping but I said no. As Jake was taking the hammer to carve my name and his, He asked me if it is nice. Actually the carve is deep but it will last forever knowing that I may one day fade away. But I could not say it with a happy expression as my migraine and headache was tormenting me inside. I was in pain inside but still holding on outside. He was done carving my name so he continued his. When he had another 3 more alphabet to finish, I told him that I needed to go home for I can no longer stand it. We walked to the bus stop and waited for a bus. While waiting for the bus, I swallowed 2 tablets of Paracetamol. At last, the bus came. The bus ride from Bondi to City is about 20 minutes but at that moment, I felt it was an eternity ride to my comfy bed, quilt and pillow. I fall into a deep sleep at Woolharra suburb to the city. Jake woke me up and I was, okay we are now in the city. At time, I feel like nauseating. When we were walking pass George Street, I could easily throw up because of a weird smell. Once we crossed passed George Street, we were suppose to walk towards Liverpool Street but as I was saying my brain could not synchronize with my reflex that I was walking pass Skyview Shopping Center that lead me to Kent Street and then Liverpool Street. If after crossing George Street, it is Liverpool Street. Jake told me off. I knew I made him mad. I listen and moved on. Once the unit door was unlocked, I wished him goodnight and I doze off. I woke up feeling better but after 20 minutes, some of the migraine is in my head and I swallowed a single migraine tablet – Imigran. I just feel cloudy, ghostly, wishy washy and lack of energy level within me. If only I could clone myself. I do not know whether was it the cheese on top of the pasta that is causing me to be this way. My mum has migraine but she is very sensitive to cheese. As to my knowing, I am not that very sensitive to cheese. I love eating cheese cake but was it because i exceeded my dosage. I do not know eating cheese at what level is triggering my migraine. Having migraine is like going to hell. Infinity words to describe it.I just feel like a jerk today. Don’t feel like doing anything but keep listening to Coldplay repeatedly. Failed to seize the day.
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