Winter is finally here which is one my favorite season. It is June. The last 5 months are gone. I am not in the middle of the year. April and May was a terrible month. Here I am sitting, looking how did I managed to go though those time of trouble and trauma. Therefore, I promise to myself since it is a new season, a new month, a new day, therefore, I am new. I am still Eastlyn Wee but I want to be better in personality, words, character and etc. I am so sick of the previous. ” You are not creating history by living in your history”.
Now that I broke up, I date myself. It is interesting to date yourself. You explore yourself more. Now, every morning, my routine will be making myself a tea and then reading my bible. I will read 2 chapter of Proverbs. I like Proverbs. Everything in it is so relevant to live in this world. I stared myself in the mirror. I am happy with myself. There is nothing about me that I do not like or that I wish, I could change. Why change when I know my features is unique or a master piece. No individual is a photocopy. I started doing the Girlie thing. Looking at my dry skin, fingers, nails and hair. I am one of those girls who don’t go and groom nails. I find it pointless for I am working in Starbucks and the varnish will be gone in a sec. I was playing with my hair. Looking at myself in centre parted, left or right parted fringe,tying my hair in a low and high ponytail, running my fingers on my hair, imagining how I will look in long hair and also asking why does my hair grow so slow. Headed to shower. It was a relaxing shower. I washed and condition my hair, wash and exfoliate my face and skin. It invigorates my senses. Pampered my skin with coco butter, applying moisturizer on face. Yesterday I was crazy. I made a cup of chocolate and had my mobile phone with me in the bathroom. Played some songs while shower and drank my hot chocolate. It warms me up with. I find myself having a love affair with the bathroom. So coming back to today, after the shower, I clean the house a little, prepare myself to go to Coles for groceries shopping. Bought Vogue and Cosmopolitan magazine. Heat up my lunch and read cosmo. Got stopped by my phone. My friend called. I was his his ear when he wants someone to listen. A shoulder for him that he could find comfort. I was on the phone with 40 minutes. I was never on the phone for this long when I was in a relationship. I also neglected my friends too. Hung the phone down, making a cup of tea and skimming the magazine. Shall read it towards the night. Telling my friend that we should watch Sex In The City when the movie is out.
Here I am thinking that I made myself proud with the decision to change and bounce back. Life is too short to regret and stress. Life was meant to be more than this.
I like this quotes on different subject but relevant in life.
On Change
Nothing endures but change – Heraclitus
It’s not that some people have will power and some don’t. It’s that some people are ready to change and some not – James Gordon
Change is considerable psychological impact on the human mind. To the fearful, it is threatening because it means things may get worse. To the hopeful, things may get better. To the better it is inspiring because the challenge is to make us better – King Whitney Junior
Change your thoughts and change your world – Norman Vincent Peale
On Life
Life is a long lesson in humility – James M. Barrie
We make a living by what we get, we make a life by what we give – Sir Winston Churchil
On Attitude
I am still determine to be cheerful and happy, in whatever situation I may be; for I have also learned from experience that the greater part of our happiness or misery depends upon our dispositions not upon our circumstances – Martha Washington
The greatest discovery of my generation is that a human being can alter his life by altering his attitudes of mind – William James
On Character
Personality can open doors but only can keep them open – Elmer G.Letterman
Character cannot be developed in ease and quiet. Only through experience of trial and suffering can the soul be strengthen, ambition inspired and success achieved – Helen Keller
To win an Oscar in Life, you have to be the actor, friends are just your supporting roles.
