Sound of Music

I am so down today. Partly, I have not recover from the night out yesterday. I do not know what to do. I went out and I came back. Was on my mac and then I decided to do things. Half way, I felt bored. I ended listening to the soundtrack of “The Sound of [...]

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Her – Story

I need to breathe clean air once again. Let rain fall down down and wash me clean, let the darkness take me that will reveal my identity, my heart (the real me). I need a new outlook in life. I still know what my passion is, what excites and what I love. I feel that [...]

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Beholding uncertainties

Lately, I have been asking myself numerous questions but I have yet to find the answers. How will I know the answer that I am searching for is The Answer ? I am confuse, idle and lost in this world and in this life. Why can’t life be certain. But if life was certain, it [...]

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love or job (career)

I decided to catch up with a friend of mine. We have not been talking for long. We were talking on msn in english and then he started to change the conversation to Malay. He is a Danish Malaysian background but Australian. It amazes me that he is learning to speak  malay. Feel good though. [...]

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Perhaps Life ?

It sadden me much that my little sister wrote this ” I.Have.No.Idea.What.To.Do.With.My.Life”
If I could tell her one thing, I will tell her that she is not alone.We are thinking on the same things. At times, I am feeling this way to. Somehow there is part of us that we need each other. The question that [...]

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Balance

I took a pause on my drama that I am watching. It is because of this drama that gets me writing this post. 
You,
 We knew each other by exchanging speech. We got together by fighting. How many good memories we had other than fighting. Do you know what is it called in physics ? It is [...]

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14.07.08 – idle

Sigh, what is my mind thinking. It seems to be one of those days again. The days..I tell to myself. I don’t know what is wrong with me. My house mate left for newcastle for good as she embarks on a new journey in her life. I was at home alone. Usually I am happy [...]

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What kind of person am I or are you ?

I know what kind of person do I want to be ? It depends on me. I know I cannot compare myself with others. I should compare myself with myself. I know the point of life does not depend on what you experienced but it depends on how you face it. I know, if I [...]

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A notion

Yesterday, I sitting in front of my iMac, I looked at my dry hands. There are reason why my hands are these dry, I fidget in my drawer to find for hand cream.I found one. I was looking at the remaining of the cream. I remember the story that you told me that you were [...]

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What Eastlyn did next

Well, What Eastlyn did next after the breaking up phrase is to do all the things that she used to do before she was in a relationship. The only thing that she did not do when was single before was going to the bar, drinking and dancing). It has been 3 months since my last [...]

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