I am hanging in there. I have 1 more month to class and assignment and exam and I am done. But things won’t be done. Thing will only be done when I am not longer in this realm. Thats like a long more time. Even though studies is done (or thinking ) , I have to look for a job, PR application and things. In one more months time, my parents will be here. We all know parents coming here is a good and bad things. I don’t know to think of the good or bad. If I only think of the good then I am not getting ready for the bad. Perhaps, I will thinking of the worse possibility outcome or just don’t think at all. I am worried and soon to be terrified . . ( I realized that my previous post and this is gloomy . If only I can see my future in a glass of water. 

Glass of water – Coldplay

Scared of losing all the time
He wrote it in a letter
He was a friend of mine

He heard you could see your future
Inside a glass of water
The ripples and the lines
And he asked 
Would I see heaven in mine?

That is just the way it was
Nothing could be better
And nothing ever was

Oh they say you can see your future
Inside a glass of water
The riddles and the rhymes
Will I see heaven in mine?

Son, don’t ask
Neither half full or empty is the glass
Cling to the mast
Spend your whole life living in the past
Going nowhere fast

So he wrote it on a wall
The hollowest of halos
Is no halo at all
Televisions selling plastic figurines of leaders
Saying nothing at all
And you chime
Stars in heaven align

Son, don’t ask
Neither half full or empty is the glass
Cling to the mast
Spend your whole life living in the past
Going nowhere fast

What are we drinking when we’re done?
Glasses of water