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I feel really honoured and privelledge to know these 2 friends of mine. She is my best friend and he is my closest guy friend. The 3 of us were just ordinary friends and now 2 of them are a couple and me still the same. I am on my way writing a memoir of them. A memoir when the 3 of us were just friends, how the 2 of us became best friends, how 2 of them became lovers and now. Currently their memoir now has 1174 words. I did it because I love writing, they belong happily together and because I am part for them. I witnessed how the union became to what it is today.

Sometimes, I think Coldplay is God -Sent. I mean seriously. The are my favourite band. The first song that grip my heart was Yellow and I still listen to all the songs. One song, I can listen in particular is ‘The Scientist’. I never get bored. Out from all of their songs from their album, I have a favourite line for each song. I decided to write them down on a notebook and see how it fits into a note. Here it goes . .

” Nobody said it was easy, it’s such a shame for us to part. Nobody said it was easy, no one ever said it would be this hard…Oh take me back to the start.

” All you wanted was love but you never looked hard enough, it’s not going to give itself up therefore for you, I bleed myself dry. I looked into your direction but you pay me no attention because you never look hard enough. You don’t know how lovely you are. You’re the one that I wanted to find. I’ve been trying to reach you because I don’t know what to do. There must be something more. I want to love you but I don’t know if I can. It’s you  I see but you don’t see me and it’s you I can hear so loud and clear. You and me are floating on a tidal wave. So I twist and turn. Here I am in love in a bubble. Can anybody stop this before my head explodes? Everyone I know says I’m a fool to mess with you. Tell me you love me. Tell me your secret and ask me a question. Look at the stars how they shine for you and everything that you do. In a haze, a stormy haze I’ll be around. I’ll be loving you always. The truth is I miss you. You don’t have to be on your own. I know you don’t listen to me because you see straight through me. I am the puzzle, you are the missing piece. You cut me down a tree and brought it back to me. If you love me, why you let me go. My heart is your heart. It’s you that I hold on to. That’s what I do. And I know I was wrong. But I won’t let you down. Confidence in you is confidence in me. All the movement you’re starting to make gives me a rush of blood to the head.

And I never meant to cause you trouble. I never meant to do you wrong. And I, well if ever caused you trouble. Oh, No, I never meant to do your harm. Oh, Let’s go back to the stars.

I find myself very different to to other girls (female). I am not the sort that shops for clothes, shoes, bags, and all the normal item that girls shop. I think I am sort of the Tom Boy but a twisted version. it also depends on what kind of shopping I am doing. I did morning shift and after 4 hours of work, I went to Kinokuniya. I am not a fan of Kinokuniya but I ended up browsing books on each isle. I started with browsing and then I went to the concierge for a paper. I browse each isle once more and I wrote the books that I want to read and purchase. I noticed that my interest in books are on literature (including non – fiction & fiction). Half way browsing and writing title, I would like to live in a bookstore or a library. It would bring me joy to wake up each morning knowing there is a great piece of writing to kill time and there is a deep book to drown me to sleep. How wonderful is that. When everyone else hit the beaches, parks, shopping, bar, party, clubbing and etc, I read or browse. I can stay in my room all day or in a bookstore just reading and browsing. All I need to a comfortable chair. I want to see my house full with books, books and books together with a with a ladder. It reminds me of those English Castle in the 18th Century. I like Fashion but I Love Books. I can compromise of fashion but never on books. I can never compromise a good book. Good books are printed over and over again and revised. How many clothes are printed over and over again or edited frequently. Maybe “The Little Black Dress ” is one of those classic then has been updated to give a twisted look to go through the years without having the out dated look. These are some of the books that I would like to get. (Not in a rush) but will one day. The Complete works of Emily Bronte, Charles Dickens, The 3 musketeers, The Complete works of F.Scott Fitzgerald, Memoirs of a Geisha, A Brideshead Revisited, Victor Hugo, Love in the time of Cholera, Thomas Moore – Utopia, Ayn Rand – Aflas Shrugged, The Complete Works of Oscar Wilde, The poems of Dylan Thomas, The Poetry of Pablo Neruda, The Complete Poems of Emily Dickerson, The Complete Poems of Robert Frost, Poems of Leonard Cohen, The Biography of Barrack Obama, Unforgettable journey to take before you die, Lonely planet – 100 cities of the World, A year of Festival, A year of adventure, Love our way, Biography of Nelson Mendela, Gandhi, The Kennedy Brothers. I spent 3.5 hours in Kinokuniya. I have only covered Literature. There a still much that has yet to be discovered.

Oh Astro. How I miss you. If only I can see everything via its website. Astro is way better than Australia’s Fox Tel. I miss sitting at home late night in front of the TV watching all my favourite channels. CH 311 (Wah Lah Toi), CH 714( Channel V), CH 707 (Discovery Travel & Adventure), CH812 (ESPN), CH 413 (Star Movies), CH 813 (Star Sports), CH 711 (Star World), CH 713 (MTV) CH 412 (Cinemax) and any other channel in Astro.Wah Lah Toi is always Da Favourite with Hong Kong shows. I don’t any Malaysian who is in Sydney that does not miss Astro.

This morning, I added the group in my facebook ” If you are a Malaysian, say Lah “. I was laughing to all the post and comments, Living overseas, most people know Malaysia because of it’s Lah, Eh, Wey, One and etc other than sumptuous food and delicacies. As working, I have customers who visited and stay Malaysia for long and they get used to the Lah. I think we should use continue saying lah because it’s going to something Malaysia is well known. I have Thai, Singaporean and Indonesian saying Lah . .

Eh. Where are you from ah ?

Me ? Malaysia lah.  =p)

I went out shopping with my friend yesterday. At first, I did not want to go out because I will be working straight to Saturday and there will be no time for reading. But then I hesitated, we went out for lunch and shopping. I went easy with my shopping. My shopping costed me $ 140. It started in August when I saw a career long sleeve blouse. It was a vertical stripe in black and blue. I did not want to purchase it at that moment for it was $ 120 and $ 90. I tried and it fit me well. It’s basically hard to find a nice and fitting corporate blouse for me as I am very thin. Because of the price, I did not buy. But somehow yesterday I went to the shop at everything there is 30- 40 % sales. I still did not want to buy but to wait till Boxing Day. What initiated me to purchase on the spot was it was the only size left for both the colours. I ended up buying both for $ 136. I felt happy with the blouses that I bought for it is a classic and timeless look. That was all I bought despite we went for 9 hours shopping. My friend was a real shopper. She spend $ 1000 in 9 hours. She bought 3 jeans, 2 shoes, 1 pajamas, 1 blouse, 1 t-shirt and 3 shorts and 2 t-shirt. I could not understand how she could spend $1000 in 9 hours. I know it’s not difficult for a woman to have a spree with $ 1000 but now I just don’t dare and I have to think many many times before I actually part my money away from me.$ 1000 of her parents money. When I asked her ” Your parents money” , She said. ” My parents money is my money too “. I was at a point blank.  I am a very fussy shopper. If I see something I like, I will at times buy it at the moment but it depends on the tag. Sometimes I will go to the shop within days and weeks to see if I really like it. Why ? I have to make sure that I can fall in love with the things that I bought over and over again until a day comes that I would have to part with it. Each week, I clean my wardrobe and sometimes, I find clothes and stuffs that I use to like and I now dislike. I was trying a dress yesterday. I was a real nice black function dress. The original price was $ 300 and it was mark to $ 119. I nearly fit the dress but the only thing was the sides and back are loose. My friend ask me to get it for it could be altered. I insisted not as I put the dress down. I ask the sales person and what happen if I purchased it and it can’t be altered. Her replied was we could refund anything with the clothes from the store. Honestly, I really like the dress but I did not want to take the risk if I purchased it and it could not be altered and there is nothing in the store which I like that I could exchange for. I went back home feeling happy and contented. I think contented is such an Important word.

My father once taught me not to say hate. So here I am saying that I dislike summer. My disliking can be said I hate summer. I totally can do anything in Summer. When other people are out enjoying the sun going to the beach and park. I sit down at home or going to a shopping centre to catch up on reading. I dislike going out anywhere between 10 am to 4 pm walking under the sun. I don’t mind walking inside a building between this hour but not outside getting roasted by the sun. My favourite season is Autumn and Winter. When people virtually die with Autumn and Winter, I get alive. I can just stay in my house from waking up to sleeping. Some of the people I work with, dislike Summer and we all think that we should migrate to Canada and there was a long pause. It’s now the beginning of summer and I wish Autumn would come soon. Hurry Hurry soon. Take the sun away for me please.

I miss Hong Kong. It all happen because I was sitting on my bed overlooking Sydney Tower and all of a sudden I miss Hong Kong. I don’t miss my country but I miss my family. I walk to my iMac and look at the last year’s picture when my family, my grandma and I went to Hong Kong. Today last year, I was in Hong Kong. I have no family in Hong Kong but there is something about the island that I miss so much. I miss it so much that I was looking at the day and night pictures of Victoria Harbour. I miss Hong Kong and Singapore when it’s Christmas.There is something about the decorations. I don’t really like the Christmas back in Malaysia and Australia. I still remember the fire works in Hong Kong Disneyland, the phone call I made to my ex, the massive argument we had with my grandma, the tears I shed while eating lunch in Hong Kong because of a family picture. After all, I miss Hong Kong. I am thinking because Hong Kong in a way is similar to Kuala Lumpur.  We don’t have much city scrappers unlike Hong Kong. The landmark of Hong Kong would be 2 International Finance Centre and the HSBC Headquarters Building Centre and Kuala Lumpur is Petronas Twin Towers. Never the less, I prefer Hong Kong. Ever since, I reach Australia, I have been speaking more Cantonese and Mandarin and Indonesian. There isn’t much difference between Malay and Indonesian language. I prefer to speak cantonese to mandarin. I prefer English to Malay. I want to go back to Hong Kong once again. Malaysia is a country that I am grateful for. I am a citizen there but I do not know if I call it home. I don’t even know if Australia will be a home. What happens if I call Hong Kong or Europe home. My birth country does not define the country that I can home. Among all the Harbour in Asia and Pacific, Hong Kong, Singapore and Australia. I love Hong Kong the most. My most favourite harbor in Asia and Pacific is Hong Kong. I miss Victoria Harbour more than Darling or Sydney Harbour which is like between 5 – 20 minutes walk from my place.

I had a tired week especially on Wednesday, Thursday & Friday. I came back always throwing my bag down the floor, and spring myself to the bed with my arms wide open. I decided to watch a cantonese drama – Moonlight renonsance. This drama has a grip on my heart to which I can’t explain. This is the sypnosis of the drama

A decade before the series takes place, Gam Tai Jo  and his wife Chung Siu Hor are co-owners of Moonlight Bakery. One night, Hor discovers Jo and her friend Yan Hung  having an affair. As a result, Hor demands a divorce. The couple each take custody of half of their six children: Jo gains custody of Ka , Yuen  and Chung, while Hor receives custody of Ho , adopted daughter Yuet  and Hing . The separation of the family leaves Hor shattered. Jo marries Hung, and together, they take the Moonlight Bakery name and expand the bakery throughout Hong Kong. Their business venture proves successful, resulting in a family asset totaling one billion Hong Kong dollars. Meanwhile, Hor struggles to earn a living working at the modest bakery that she and Jo once owned together.

After Jo’s divorce from Hor, Hung begins to manipulate the family to distant Jo from Hor and the children. Her mother-in-law, Sheh Gwan Lai , has a strained relationship with Hor, and Hung deliberately fuels their arguments to keep relations hostile. Lai’s sister, Sheh Lai Mui , and her son, Mak Yau Gung , are blackmailed by Hung to stay on her side. Hung sends Zhong and her own daughter, Yu So Sum , to study abroad in England and away from Hor’s family. Hung blames her miscarriage on Yuen to make him feel indebted to her, and later, he too is blackmailed by Hung. She also bribes family friend Nin Chi Yung  to teach Ka about gambling and the stock market. Hung’s actions especially anger Hor’s greedy sister, Chung Siu Sa. Keen for any opportunity to make money, Sa, without consulting Hor’s family, sues Hung and Jo for taking the Moonlight Bakery name. The lawsuit furthers the rift between Jo and Hor’s family. After realizing she is not blood related to Hor’s family and after seeing her daughter, Low Ga Mei’s  true colors, Sa changes for the better.

Apart from earning a living at her bakery, Hor spends her time managing her family and tries to raise her children well. Ka lacks interest in managing the bakery and is addicted to the stock market, which worries Hor. Eventually, with Hor and Yuet’s encouragement, he stops gambling. Yuet eventually develops feelings for him, but Ka instead falls for his cousin, Ga Mei. However, soon after, it is revealed that Ga Mei, like Hung, is a sneaky, selfish and greedy liar; Ka breaks up with her and the family no longer trusts her. This causes Ga Mei to turn against the family and work for Hung. Ga Mei becomes pregnant and forces Yuen into a rushed marriage. She later realizes the baby may not be Yuen’s and so has an abortion to avoid complications. She then lies and blames Hor for losing the baby, though Sa, angry that her daughter could treat Hor’s family so mercilessly, reveals the truth. Ka is soon after revealed to have an incurable heart disease.

Meanwhile, Hor’s second son, Ho, has relationship problems of his own. He dated Sum when they were young, but broke up when she left for England. Ho still has feelings for her but Sum gave up on her feelings for Ho to become the third party in a relationship with her colleague Dr. Ling Chi Shun . Ho becomes her “guardian angel” and helps her get over Dr. Ling when he leaves abruptly for England. Turns out, Dr. Ling was involved in a seven year relationship with his girlfriend Wing Lam  and despite no longer having feelings for her, feels indebted to her, since she had helped him get through medical school, thus allowing the relationship to linger. However, his true feelings are towards Sum. Dr. Ling was going to break up with Wing Lam but left for England with her because she had cancer and had one month left to live. Wing Lam dies once arriving in England. Wanting Sum to get over him, Dr. Ling tricks her to believe that he and Wing Lam got married upon their arrival in England through his blog. He returns to Hong Kong and becomes involved in a “marriage plot” with Sum.

After Hung’s lies are exposed, Jo, Lai and the children’s relationship with Hor’s family improves dramatically. Hung, jealous of Hor, makes her move to take the family’s assets in spite. She attempts to sell 30% of Moonlight Bakery’s shares to her ex-husband, Yu Hak Keung  but is stopped by Lai and Jo before the deal goes through. Eventually, Hung takes legal action against Hor and Jo’s family for the family assets. She bribes Jo and Hor’s family members and close friends to make false statements. Hung decides to give a mere 10% of the family assets to Jo. Furious, Lai and Jo tries to change their helpless situation, but Lai soon dies from an accident. The lawsuit results in Jo gaining 20% of the family assets and him being blissfully reunited with Hor and the children. Hung, despite receiving 80% of the family assets, is jealous that Hor and Jo could still be happy, then decides to take further action against the family. She asks Ga Mei to hold a press conference and reveal that Yuen killed someone in Thailand years ago, but Ga Mei, having seen the error of her ways, instead reveals that she had witnessed Hung killing Lai.

Because of the turn of events, Hung faces murder charges. Hung tries to convince Sum to lie and give a false statement to save her from going to jail. Sum pretends to agree and Hung then gives Sum 70% of the total shares of Moonlight Bakery shares (Hung had 80% of the total shares) as a present for Sum and Dr. Ling’s “arranged marriage” proposal. Sum subsequently returns the shares to Jo and Hor. Hung is convicted and sentenced, while Jo tells her that he’ll give her 50% of the shares once she finishes her jail term. Ho and Sum finally get together, while Yuet marries Ka. In a scene taking place four years in the future, it is revealed that Ka is alive and well and has two children with Yuet, while Hung, now living abroad, refuses to take her half of Moonlight Bakery’s shares and approves of Sum and Ho’s relationship.

I learn much from the drama. This version of the drama has no sub title but I still understand. I understood the cantonese proverbs that Hor Ma was trying to instill to her children. There is a lot of chinese culture that can be see in this drama. Ah Heng is dumb but she is able to find a good job. At first Ah Heng’s boyfriend did not allow his son for her as she is dumb and they had to communicate via hand and body language. Never the less, in the story we see how Ah Heng, her husband and her communicate. I cried. I saw how a mother’s love is still the same despite one of them is adopted. The fact Hor Ma showed equal love to all her children, all her children treated Ah Yuet (Adopted) as their own sibling. I see how important communication is when its dinner time. Most of the meal in this drama is at home. Home cook food with all the children saying ” Bon Appetite ” in Cantonese Sik Fan. Everything good to say and everything bad was brought to the dinning table and a conclusion or a reasoning is always the end of the meal. Whenever Hor Ma’s children runaway or has a problem, the whole family helps them. The children under Ah Hor’s care ( Ah Ka, Ah Yuen and Ah Cheung)  is always coming back to a quarrel and argumentative home despite of family fortune, richness, fame and social status, but somehow because there were invited to dinner at Hor Ma’s place, they understood that a modest living with a united family is all we need in life. Ah Hor’s father Chow Chung really want to have a reunion dinner. The last reunion dinner they all had or he had with his children and grandchildren was in 1993. One day, Ah Hor’s ex husband (Tai Jo) came over to visit his children. They shared laughter and he was semi drunk. He question his children on why they had him and why they did not want to go back to the his house (the riches house), His children replied because of a mistress, and when there were young, he choose the mistress instead of them and he forgot all the good deeds that Hor Ma has done for his personally and business. Ah Hung one day brain washes Tai Jo to have a marriage ceremony. His former wife and his children did not want to attend but they had too because Hor Ma said no matter what Tai Jo is your father and which father does not like what his children comes to his wedding day. On the ceremonial day, his children came up to the stage together with their father and So called step mother (Ah Hung). When the eldest lead the marriage toast, the toasted to their father which was standing on the stage and their mother was on the wedding table. His wife, their step mother was mad with anger stirred within her. The cantonese proverbs use here has a deep meaning to life which is hard to explain in English. Most asian drama that I watch has some elements of home, culture, teaching, respect and what is right and what is wrong. I don’t see much of this elements in English drama and television shows. I truly enjoy watching this show.

I love smooth jazz, urban jazz, vocals, vocal classical, film score, indie, alternative,world,celtic, and blues, reggae, folk, soft rock, classic rock, . I never get bored of them. I can listen to them over and over again. I listen to them most days. Easily 4 days in a week when working and I have no complain and I can still listen to it when I am at home. My iPod and my collection of disc on my table is nothing more then jazz and blues. I have a combination of all genre in my iPod. I listen to Chris Botti, Diana Krall, Michael Buble, Stacey Kent, Emi Fujita, Thelonious Monk, Dave Koz, Norah Jones, Louis Armstrong, Miles David, Ray Charles, James Brown, Sting, Buckshot LeFonque, Air, Chaka Demus & Pliers, Damien Rice, Janet Siedel,Kings of Leon, Nujabes and so on. 

Chris Botti said  ” To me, music that breaks your heart is the music that stays with you forever,”